I’m writing to feel better. I put this out publicly because it feels more real than if I wrote it in a journal. I’ve struggled with life but my life isn’t bad. I’m not sure where I want to go in life. I know what I want generally but I’m not sure what I want to go after. I’m not sure the right steps to take. My biggest blockade is money. And probably confidence but mostly money. If I had more money I would go get that certification I want. I would try to increase my knowledge for my resume so I can professionally grow. Right now I don’t have a way to grow. I feel like I knew the right person to reach out to then I would but currently, I don’t have a clue.  If anyone knows let me know.