I have a YouTube channel. It's just for fun and recently I realized I don't want to monetize it at all unless some miracle I become famous which won't happen but at the same time I could use the money. I'm someone that the moment I would get paid I would take it seriously like... Continue Reading →
Overeating More understanding
Today majority of adults are suffering from obesity. This is not about body positivity but the reality that being obese has dire consequences. And I have a confession, I hate dealing with food and tracking. I rather just be able to eat how ever I want without becoming obese. Well, I am obese. I don’t... Continue Reading →
Loneliness, My old friend
Lately, I have been struggling with loneliness. I enjoy my alone time and solitude can be quite addicting itself. I'm a loser. It's as though I'm destined to the be one who doesn't get to win but my life is in the middle. Meaning I have the necessities but I lack the joys. I have... Continue Reading →
February Goals 2021! Yay it shall continue
Here we are again. I know I'm constantly posting about this but I'm going to be honest posting on this is helping me out more than I thought. Also helping more than doing a vlog. To be honest I'm kind of excited that I've made it through my first month and I'm working on my... Continue Reading →
Overview of January Goals 2021
Well, I have some bad news and some good news. It's been a month. I had my ups and my downs. I conquered many battles. Learn more about some of the bad habits in my life. And here's the end of the month. So I'm sure many would like to know how I did but... Continue Reading →
The Scale Is Not Your Friend
First I would like to say I am not fat acceptance nor fatphobic. I am pro-health (but I have my struggles too and I am not perfect). That's it that's all I am saying about that, I don't like politics. But this statement can be misinterpreted. The scale is not your friend. It is a... Continue Reading →
When You’re blind to success…
This is not how I originally wanted to plan things to go. I thought yeah I can lose weight by not eating out and eating less. I thought yeah I can save a lot of money too. But the problem I have come across is the perfectionism. I wanted to lose the 10lbs in one... Continue Reading →
Hypothesis Week
I have been doing well on my monthly goals expect my weight seems to stay same. I've been watching Secret Eaters and to be honest that's the only thing I can come up. That I am not eating more than I believe because of hidden calories. I am a scientist, I went to college for... Continue Reading →
Overeating
For the past month I have been trying to eat less, not skip meals, eat more whole foods, and no eating out. So it's been only about two weeks. So far so good. Like seriously I am starting to feel like something is clicking in my brain for once in my life. I have always... Continue Reading →
Perfectionism at its worst…
Time to be honest with myself and my failures... I am a perfectionist and yes I mean by the actual defintion I have found. merriam-webster The reason this has come up in my head recently is because at first I thought I was being a control freak. I tried to quite planning everything so much... Continue Reading →
a Friend or Foe 