This is something I've always struggled with. Knowing how to put up the proper boundaries in any kind of relationship. Recently, I've had to take off the rosy glasses to truly see the red flags around me. Sometimes we let people close to avoid the pain of loneliness. We are eager to give someone a... Continue Reading →
Vulnerability
Vulnerability is such a scary concept. To open yourself, open to the world and to those around can weigh many wary consequences. While each of them at your own discretion. We can only hope those we open to understand the repercussions of such a state with the available threat at their own hand. For one... Continue Reading →
Eating Less
I am currently trying my best to eat less. It's a battle within itself and I've learned many people have the same struggles. No matter how much they weigh. We all struggle with weight and making sure we eat healthy. Within the past few days I was doing well, low calories and filling food. For... Continue Reading →
Looking In Mirror
When I look in the mirror I don't see myself looking back. I see a short fat girl but on the inside I feel like a thinner more confident better woman. It's saddening that my external doesn't match what feel on the inside. The only flaw I see is my weight. I like my hair... Continue Reading →
Getting Off Track: Handling the Failure
In the beginning of the year, I did fantastic work to on my health. I stayed away from fast food and gluten. I made sure to sleep and get my exercise. I was doing well but then my mental health was like nope. I even lost some weight, not much but some. And as of... Continue Reading →
Rest in Peace Hazel
I woke up to a sad morning. My two year old hamster had passed. I wish she lived just a bit longer. But she lived a happy and healthy life. It looks like she passed peacefully. The night before I did have her out and told I love her before going to bed. She was... Continue Reading →
Nighttime thoughts
Funny isn't it? How we go through our lives without knowing what others are thinking then we end up having to rely on the words they speak. Or even the actions they play out. It's a curious thing sometimes to try to think of another person's life. We began to think we know them but... Continue Reading →
Being Honest with Myself
The past few weeks I've been struggling back and forth with some symptoms of depression. Taking care of myself has been difficult. The normal goals have been hard. I've sitting around and sleeping more. Overeating more. My brain is definitely struggling. I wish I could hiking or go to the gym. But I think the... Continue Reading →
Online Comment Attacks
I have a YouTube channel. It's just for fun and recently I realized I don't want to monetize it at all unless some miracle I become famous which won't happen but at the same time I could use the money. I'm someone that the moment I would get paid I would take it seriously like... Continue Reading →
Overeating More understanding
Today majority of adults are suffering from obesity. This is not about body positivity but the reality that being obese has dire consequences. And I have a confession, I hate dealing with food and tracking. I rather just be able to eat how ever I want without becoming obese. Well, I am obese. I don’t... Continue Reading →
a Friend or Foe 