For the past two weeks I've been doing reaction videos on some weight loss channels, these women are known for using their weight loss journey for money and have a history of drama it has caused. Nicknamed "haydur" nation. I was recommended to find someone to react to when beginning a Youtube until you have... Continue Reading →
Feeling Lonely
Today I'm feeling a bit lonely. I made some youtube videos and cleaned a bit but today I'm feeling a bit blue. I'm not sure how to get over this sometimes. Normally I just watch tv and sleep but I'm a bit more active again so it's like I have to push the feeling down.... Continue Reading →
Am I scared of gluten now?
The past two days I have had gluten twice now, and let me say I think I'm starting to become scared of gluten. I think I understand why some lactose intolerant people eat diary sometimes. Both the two foods I ate were ones I used to eat all the time without pain. Now I ate... Continue Reading →
Hate Can Drain You
Today I'm feeling a bit drained and it's hard for me to think. I'm feeling better now but this morning I was dragging myself. I've been reading more about intense topics and almost over analyzing everything I read. It makes me feel so awful to see people treat each other so poorly for unnecessary reasons.... Continue Reading →
I bought a sports camera! I have a great day for this week and can't wait! To record kayaking, hiking, and my dogs!
New Gluten Free Relief
I am so excited because I have a new effect/relief/symptom (not sure what to call it) from going gluten free. By the way I do love having Hello Fresh, it has made my workdays so much easier. I'm really hoping my bank account benefits from it too. Since high school I have had trouble with... Continue Reading →
Annoyed. Let’s say Frustrated.
Today I'm letting something get under my skin that I shouldn't. Why? Because I have always had this feeling that I'm not smart or that people don't take me seriously on something I am good at. I have the insecurity of being afraid of speaking up on something I actually know. Now if there is... Continue Reading →
On the shore
Hello Mister, are you going to tell me your secrets? The ones you carry or the ones you left behind. I’m uncertain of this encounter. I’m not sure of your true intentions. Is it best to question or to fall into line? Listen mister, I’m lost you see. I’m lost in this dangerous sea of... Continue Reading →
To Whom it May Concern; Entry 1
Stranger: How are you today? Me: Are you legit asking or using pleasantries? Stranger: Of course, I’m asking. Me: Well I’m feeling a little heavy today. Stranger: Well please do explain dear. Me: As I grow over, I feel as though my growth is slow in my life. I have yet to achieve my main... Continue Reading →
Heavy on my heart…I’m not a bot
I'm writing today to get my feelings out. I recently did a video on Amber Heard counterclaim about how followers of Johnny Depp are mostly bots. Not going to lie but that hurt a bit. I know it wasn't directed towards me but this issue I see going on between these two is a tricky... Continue Reading →
a Friend or Foe 